I know my ways aren't often kind. I begged for days for you to leave me behind. ( Just leave me behind). Darkness called and again I obliged. On this floor I was ready to end this life. (To kill what's inside).
But you washed away all my torment and pain, I begged for days won't you let it rain?
In a million ways I know I've broke your heart. So full of rage and flawed right from the start. (So flawed from the start). In all your grace you've saved me from myself. A lifetime of pain I've lived in my own hell. (You saved me from myself).
Fight it, fight it, fight it. Don't give up on me. Survive it, hide it, deny it, you must protect the seed. Kill it., burn it, drown it, before it buries me. Will it, wish it, want it, find some kind of peace.
I know my ways aren't often kind. I begged for days, but you never left me behind. (You never left me behind).